Review of Her Shadow so Dark and Lovely: A Sapphic Fantasy Romance by Elsie Hawthorne
There’s something utterly enchanting about a story that weaves together elements of fantasy, romance, and a touch of darkness, especially when it pulls you into the world of sapphic love. Elsie Hawthorne’s Her Shadow so Dark and Lovely, the first installment in the A Curse of Fallen Stars series, caught my attention with its intriguing premise—a cursed scribe, a captivating nightmare Librarian, and a world steeped in magic and secrets. From the very first page, I found myself entrenched in a narrative that felt as rich and layered as the books that inhabit its pages.
At the heart of this story is Lyra, a lowly scribe seeking refuge in the shadowy corners of the Library, away from her family’s expectations and the painful absence of her own magic. Lyra’s struggle with her identity and desire for autonomy makes her a compelling protagonist. The transformation she undergoes after opening a forbidden book—losing her voice and memories while gaining a dark curse—perfectly encapsulates the themes of self-discovery and the often painful journey to reclaim one’s identity.
And then there’s Sila, the nightmare Librarian, who is everything Lyra believes she should avoid. Their chemistry crackles off the page, a dance between light and shadow that’s as enchanting as it is dangerous. Sila is portrayed with such complexity; I found myself simultaneously fascinated and wary of her formidable presence. The dynamic between them raises the stakes of the narrative; as they confront external threats and their own vulnerabilities, the development of their connection is poignant and beautifully nuanced.
Hawthorne’s writing style is both lyrical and immersive, drawing readers into a world where the Library feels like a character in its own right. The pacing is carefully crafted—balancing moments of tension with reflection, allowing readers to savor the emotional landscapes Lyra navigates. One of my favorite moments comes when Lyra reflects on her fears of inadequacy, an anxiety that resonates deeply and elevates the stakes of her journey: “In a world where shadows come to life, who is ever truly unseen?”
The exploration of queerness in a fantastical setting is another joy of this read, as the narrative unfolds within a queernormative world that feels refreshing and inclusive. It’s a celebration of love in its myriad forms, and it beautifully normalizes the spectrum of identities without feeling like an afterthought.
As I turned the final pages, I felt an exhilarating blend of satisfaction and yearning—satisfaction for the journey I’d just taken with the characters, and yearning for more of their story. I can confidently say that this novel will resonate with anyone who loves rich world-building, emotional depth, and a romance that defies societal expectations.
Her Shadow so Dark and Lovely is not just a fantasy romance; it’s an exploration of identity, love, and the shadows we all carry within us. I would recommend this book to anyone looking for a thought-provoking read that doesn’t shy away from the complexities of the human experience, especially those who crave representation in their fantasy tales.
In a world that often feels straightforward, Hawthorne’s debut offers a beautifully woven tapestry of magic and emotion—a vivid reminder that sometimes, we must dance with our shadows to discover the light within. I can’t wait to see where Lyra and Sila’s journey leads in the sequel!