Book Review: This Monster of Mine by Shalini Abeysekara
When I stumbled upon Shalini Abeysekara’s debut novel This Monster of Mine, I was immediately captivated by its intriguing title and the promise of dark romance interwoven with fantasy. As someone deeply passionate about tales that unveil the complexities of human emotion against a backdrop of richly imagined worlds, I couldn’t resist diving in. And let me tell you, this book does not disappoint.
At its core, This Monster of Mine is a compelling exploration of identity, trust, and the thirst for justice. The story follows Sarai, an 18-year-old Petitor with the unique gift of detecting lies, on her path of vengeance fueled by a traumatic past. Four years ago, she was nearly killed, and the question of who to trust unfolds like a dark tapestry as she finds herself working alongside the enigmatic Tetrarch Kadra. Their relationship is a brilliant blend of tension and tenderness—drawn together by conflicting motivations yet bound by an undeniable chemistry.
Sarai’s journey is raw and resonant. Her quiet rage and determination to uncover the truth are palpable and relatable, making her a character you can’t help but root for. Abeysekara does a magnificent job of weaving Sarai’s emotional struggles into the fabric of her pursuit of justice, rendering her deeply human—flawed yet worthy of love and acceptance. There’s something profoundly moving about watching Sarai learn that she can forgive herself for her imperfections and still seek redemption.
Then there’s Kadra, a character who has quickly become one of my obsessions! His fierce loyalty to Sarai is demonstrated not through grandiose promises but through actions that speak volumes. Complex and multifaceted, his dual nature—ruthless yet compassionate—makes every interaction between them spark with life. I especially loved how he empowers Sarai, urging her to trust her instincts while also acknowledging the weight of her past. Their slow-burn romance unfolds beautifully, allowing the reader to savor every moment as their relationship evolves from mere colleagues to something much more profound.
The writing style is another standout aspect. Abeysekara has a talent for crafting a narrative that feels both immersive and intense. The pacing keeps you on the edge of your seat, with just the right balance of exposition and action. I was completely drawn in from the very first chapter, which opens with an emotionally charged prologue that grips you and doesn’t let go until the final page. The terminology might have initially seemed daunting, but the handy glossary saved the day, immersing me deeper into the world Abeysekara has created.
The emotional depth in This Monster of Mine is intense. Quotes like "Resolve burned in her chest. Four years ago, someone in this city had wanted her dead. And by all the gods, she was going to make him pay" encapsulate the fierce determination that drives Sarai, igniting a fierce empathy in readers. And KD’s heartfelt declaration, “I belong to you,” resonates with a longing that is all too relatable.
If you enjoy complex characters, intricate world-building, and a plot that expertly combines dark themes with romance, then This Monster of Mine is for you. Abeysekara’s debut has left me breathless, and I can’t wait to see where she takes us next. Whether you’re into romantasy, thrillers, or just a well-crafted story, this novel deserves a spot on your reading list. Don’t just take my word for it—go read it and join Sarai and Kadra on their exhilarating journey. You’ll thank me later!
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